A friend this week was telling me how her week seemed as if she was drowning and the only thing keeping her head above water was to lay her worries and cares before the Lord and just seek His provision. It seems that this is so common in our lives today. We become some busy with school or work and things just seem to keep piling on top of us as we drown in a sea of confusion and burden. I have seen that in my own life as tests for school pile up and responsibilities mount, it seems as if the only thing
keeping me sane is those few times that I find to be in God's word or
just to be still in prayer.
When I was thinking of all of this, the Spirit brought to my mind that
infamous story of Peter in Matthew 14:22-36 where the disciples saw Jesus on the water during a storm and were terrified. When they start to realize who it is out in the water, Peter calls out and asks the Lord to call him to walk on the water to Him. As Peter begins to walk on the water
though, he starts to see the storm and what it is he is doing and begins to sink because he had taken his eyes off the Lord.
What a great picture this gives us of our relationship with Christ. In Christ, when we step out in faith, whether it is with a job you might
have, going to school, or whatever it might be, our eyes are on the Lord as we step out of the boat so to speak. But as we begin to walk out to
the Lord, the enemy tries everything to distract us with the waves of burden or the a wind of confusion. We start to have doubts saying maybe this isn't where God wants me much like Peter must have had as he walked
across the water. As the enemy continues his attacks, we start to look to the left and to the right. We realize more and more of our current situation, and less and less of our current savior, standing steadfast before us.
So often when I read this passage of scripture I get a picture of this
stoic Christ standing there emotionless as Peter walks across the water and
assisting Peter in disappointment when he begins to sink. But is this the picture of Jesus throughout the gospel? A careless man who stands and waits until we need help? Certainly not! As Peter was crossing the water I can just see the excitement on Jesus' face and Peter's as he walks to his Lord. But even as Peter starts to look to the side, Jesus is yearning in anticipation for Peter to return his gaze upon Him. Scripture says that Jesus "immediately reached out his hand and caught him." Immediately as His son began to sink and call out to Him, Christ rescued Peter.
What can we learn from this? Certainly the first step is that of
faith, that of stepping out of the boat. But as we walk towards the Lord and the storm is raging and the enemy is on the attack, where are our eyes focused? Do we start to look toward the business of life and become burdened to the point of despair. Do we start to worry about what we will do tomorrow or how we might overcome this struggle. It is times like these that we tend to our human nature and take our eyes off of our
Lord and Savior. But as we place our gaze upon the Lord, may we continue to walk toward Him and enter into His power. But even if we begin to be overcome by the troubles of this world, may we cry out to the Lord and turn our eyes upon Him, our Rescuer, our Redeemer, our Lord. May we not give into the distractions of the enemy, but may we be consumed by the face of the Lord, putting all things aside in view of His face. Glory be to God.
Seeking Him,
Erich Roscher
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